ENOUGH!

berapa kali sih dalem hidup lo pengen teriak "ENOUGH!" ??
gw sih sering banget pengen teriak-teriak gitu,tapi apa daya, gw gak bisa berisik-berisik..
paling2 nyanyi-nyanyi dengan putus asa ato ya nulis-nulis gini.. gw bukan tipe yang suka mengumbar perasaan buat khalayak umum.. gw gak suka tampil terlalu emosional, kesannya lebay aja..
I'm no drama-queen anyway, though there's a lot of dramas happened in our life, right?

meskipun ada juga orang yang bilang kalo "life is a movie and we're the actors/actress" gw tetep aja gak mau jadi drama-queen.. kesannya terlalu dilebih-lebihkan.. and something too much is never good.. we all know that..

ada beberapa momen dimana gw bener2 pengen teriak "ENOUGH!" :

1. dapet banyak masalah bertubi-tubi
uda masalah banyak,datengnya barengan lagi.. itu masalah udah kayak desak-desakan di otak kita,bak di dalem MetroMini! ud bikin nyesek,bikin otak panas lagi!
kadang gw bingung kenapa kalo lagi ada masalah pasti numpuk dan jadi complicated banget. kan bingung mau nyelesein yang mana dulu. dan karna masalah cepet banget dateng & numpuknya,kita jadi sering marah-marah karna stress.... orang yg gak salah juga kita bentak kadang... betul?

2. tiba-tiba orang di sekeliling kita jadi rese
ini bisa aja karna kita lagi kebawa emosi karna hal no.1 tadi, tapi kadang-kadang tuh orang-orang sekitar kita tiba-tiba jadi ngeselin super! padahal biasanya bermasalah sama dia pun kita enggak pernah.. ato merasa gak pernah ngapa-ngapain dia (well sometimes we could hurt others,we just don't know when and how we did it)
but other than that, kadang-kadang orang-orang di sekitar kita yang biasanya baik-baik tuh malah jadi ngeselin,tiba-tiba keluar semua sifat aslinya.. dan itu aneh banget, bisa tiba2 lagi abis kejadian no.1!

3. ngeliat beliebers (sebutan buat penggila Justin Bieber)
ini agak menyimpang dari 2 nomer di awal, but I'm gonna talk about it anyway..
Buat gw yang cuma suka dengerin lagunya bieber, ngeliat diehard fansnya dia itu sungguh sangat TERAMAT annoying.
berlebihan? mungkin.
tapi kalo kita nge-fans sama seseorang emang bisa jadi kayak orang gila gitu sih. cuma kasusnya beliebers tuh uda kayak out of control aja.. termasuk berlebihan gw bilang.. yah tapi mo gimana lagi.. siapa sih anak ABG usia 8-16 tahunan ato tante-tante atau siapa-kek-gitu yang gak terhipnotis sama berondong-berponi-lempar-tanpa-belahannya itu?
well guess what, I'M NOT. (kemarin tanggal 23 April abis konser di Jakarta sih,dan beliebers... please use your brain even just a bit.. kalo gak bisa ketemu mendingan lo culik aja Biebernya ) hehehe


4. bingung mau ngapain
ada saat dimana kita tuh rasanya bener-bener helpless dan merasa kalo kita itu orang paling sial sedunia, padahal sebenernya masih lebih banyak lagi yang lebih sial. dan sialnya, bener-bener gak nanggung-nanggung..(gw kayka belajar kata ulang ya? haha)
dan kalo lagi banyak masalah terus gak bisa nemuin jalan keluarnya saat itu juga, semua orang di dunia kayaknya punya satu persamaan reaksi : pengen nangis
mau cewek ato cowok pasti punya perasaan gini,kalo cowok mungkin cenderung emosional,ngapain kek gitu banting kulkas ato lemari (sorry, kebanyakan nonton film extreme..)

5. masalah pribadi yang gak bisa diceritain sembarangan
biasanya kalo kita punya masalah, apalagi remaja (yes, and that will remind you my friend, I'm still a teenager.. still growing up..) pasti pengennya curhat, tapi kadang gak semua masalah bisa kita curhatin ke temen. ada masalah/uneg-uneg yang sebesar apapun rasanya pengen kita keluarin itu susah banget dan butuh keberanian + waktu yang tepat kalopun mau disampein. karna kalo sampe sembarangan cerita,pasti antara orangnya yang diceritain salah paham ato masalah jadi tambah gede + malu-maluin..

contohnya, mungkin yang uda pacaran, kesel sama pacarnya terus cerita ke temennya. temennya pengen ngebantu tapi malah termasuk ke dalam kategori ikut campur : niatnya pengen bantu lurusin masalah malah bikin masalah tambah gede.
kalo kayak gini biasanya udah sifat manusia jadi saling menyalahkan coy.. padahal sebenernya kalo mo ditinjau lagi,yang salah ya kita yang cerita ke mereka.
kenapa kita gak bisa memilah-milah masalah yang pribadi & yang bisa diceritain? kenapa gak bisa milih orang yang bisa dipercaya untuk gak melakukan unexpected things?


sebenernya banyak hal laen yang bikin kita pengen teriak "ENOUGH!" sekenceng-kencengnya biar perasaan jadi plong, tapi itu semua tergantung kitanya sendiri-sendiri sih..

toh beda kepala beda pemikiran,
beda hati beda ampela..
eh, beda hati beda perasaan dan masalah-masalahnya..

Invisible. . .

guru : "panggilan kepada seksi rohani OSIS Japutri kls11, Darren kls 10, dan seksi rohani lainnya harap segera menuju ruang Tata Usaha menemui Pak Boni"

begitu gw denger, yaampun men, pengen gw cekek tuh guru.. meskipun dia itu guru agama.. B@#$&*! emang padahal OSIS rohani cuma 3 orang tapi gw selalu dilupain sama orang banyak.. padahal kalo pada notice sih gw yang lebih ngerti tentang OSIS rohani dan banyakan gw yg bikin doa-doa..
bukan mo cai pamrih ato apa,tapi mereka berdua cenderung gak perna begitu mo dengerin/perhatiin gw.. kesel kan :(

yep gw OSIS rohani.. lagi.. dulu SMP iya sekarang dipilih lagi,jujur gw males.. tadinya uda ilang gak mau tapi pas penyuluhan yg OSIS rohani cuma gw brdua sama si japutri itu.. selanjutnya kita panggil dia "bullhorn" kenapa? karna kalo dia ngomong itu suaranya kayak diattach ke bullhorn.. yap.. KENCENG.. salah deng.. berisik lebih tepat..

dan yang lainnya yaitu di Darren selanjutnya disebut "egghead" aja.. kenapa? karna dia suka dodol.. suka bengong lagi..
gw bilang egghead karna gw rasa otaknya kayak cangkang telor,keras.. dalemnya pun kental.. dan lagipula gw pernah denger di film ada yang ngatain orang bego kayak gini : "you're an egghead you dumbshit"
pengen rasanya gw ngomong itu depan mukanya si egghead..


and now I know how invisible people feel..
sebelumnya gw belom pernah dicuekin sih,jadi rasanya aneh dan gw beneran gak suka kalo gak dianggep.. dude, it's sucks!

apalagi si egghead B^&*$%# itu suka nyuruh2 gw apaan coba,adek kelas paan tu.. mana rada lenjeh-lenjeh gitu lagi.. najoooong..
bukannya gw mau sok senior ato gimana,paling gak show some respect kek.. kenal banget juga enggak berani banget nyuruh2..

gw rada heran sama junior sekarang,bener2 gak nganggep senior,enak sih gak ada batasan sama junior tapi rese lah kalo dia gak respect dan cenderung nganggep senior tuh lebih rendah dari dia. cih!

so now I could understand how invisible people feels and it's sucks,really.. I think I should be paying more attention to those invisible people at least just to be kind and try to talk with them.. so that they know they're not alone..

update!

wah gak berasa minggu depan kakak-kakak kelas 3 SMA semua uda pada UAN, jadi inget pas dulu gw 3 SMP kayaknya berasa gak bakal lulus UAN, mau jadi apa gw kalo gak lulus SMP coba.. jadi pembokat pun gak ada yang mo terima..

jadi gw yang kelas 2 SMA dan adek kelas 1 SMA pun libur deh! YESS!
tapi dasar sekolah dan guru-gurunya itu, gak bisa liat murid bebas & senang bentar, dikasih PR seabrek, contohnya nih gw dapet PR suru ngerjain 1 buku LKS Ekonomi/Akuntansi baik PG maupun essay-nya..

btw uda lama banget gw gak nge-post ya? dari sehari sebelum gw ultah sampe sekarang uda tanggal 15April coba.. woow.. gw harus sering-sering nulis blog lagi ah...

tapi waktu ulta kemarin gw dapet hadiahnya bagus2 jadi seneng hahaha,dapet novel yang uda lama gw cari + dapet boneka gingerbreadman( ada di film SHREK)dan dapet laptop baru! which I am using now..LOL ^^

kalo ngomongin ujian ujian gini tuh langsung mikir gw mo nglanjutin kemana, so far gw masih pengen ngelanjutin kuliha ke luar negri karna jurusan yang mo gw ambil kebetulan jarang dan nyaris gak ada disini, adapun di kampus yang terlalu bergengsi dan gw males pula masuknya (ya gw emang pemilih dan rewel... apa boleh bulat.. kan demi masa depanku sodara-sodaraaaa...) T.T

oh iya kemarin hari selasa gw melanglang buana sama teman-teman se-grup (mo dibilang geng juga bukan sih,cuma kalo di kelas selalu bareng2 aja) pergi ke pluit tak menentu arah,itu pertama kalinya gw jalan jauh banget sama temen2. ya gw emang anak rumahan yang cupu biasanya,lebih suka berguling dalem selimut daripada menghirup udara luar penuh polusi..

sampe sini dulu deh,besok update lagi :D

New Year New Story!

Happy new year! gila gw uda lama banget gak nge-post di blog. yang pasti sih selama gw gak nulis banyak cerita-cerita yg seru plus kocak!

oh ya besok gw ulangtahun loh (gila penting amat gw nulis gini,haha) semoga semakin tua semakin bijak. dan gw gak setua itu kok,baru mau 17tahunan.. dan gw jadi semakin merenung tahun ini dan langsung dengerin lagu penyanyi pop swedia Jens Lekman yang bunyinya gini "are birthdays happy? or it's just countdown to death?"

serem yak? tapi emang bener juga kok yg dia nyanyiin. meskipun gw juga mo hidup lebih lama (Tuhan jgn dulu kau ambil umurku,cita-citanya belum kesampaiaaaaaaan =.=)

oke posting pertama di tahun yang baru akan gw mulai dengan yg gw alami kemarin dan tahun lalu yg lumayan menarik buat ditulis :

-7 januari 2011-
kemarin gw baru aja nonton pentas teater anak-anak sekolah Santa Ursula pada tau lah sekolah katolik yg paling kece se-Jakarta yg isinya cewe smua(yg di Jakarta Pusat) dan btw ini bukan sekolah gw,tapi sekolah temen gw ya.. namanya "Punakawan" dan itu keren bgt kemarin.
karna itu sekolah khusus cewek jadi pemeran cowonya juga yg main cewe! tapi bisa jadi pada ganteng loh didandaninnya! gw aja hampir melangkah ke arah yg salah,untung logika ngingetin kalo itu smua cewe T_T
dalangnya Bapak Sujiwo Tedjo gw gak tau beliau itu seniman/budayawan yg pasti dia terlibat dengan budaya-budaya dan pentas2 seni setau gw. kemarin beliau dalangnya,and guess what? DIA MUNCRAT pas lagi ndalang sodara-sodara,dan itu obvious banget karna pas dia lagi maju kedepan panggung. semua penonton pun menahan ketawa. dan dia ambil blocking yg mundur ke belakang panggung abis itu.
lucunya lagi kemarin itu gw dan teman gw membayar tiket seharga 40ribu dan seharusnya dapet kursi di belakang,tapi malah dapet kursi kedua dari depan! WOW!

-31 Desember 2010-
di hari terakhir di tahun 2010 gw dan keluarga pergi ke ManggaDua karna ko2 gw mo beli game ato apalah gitu sama gamenya,nggak ngerti. hari terakhir di tahun 2010 itu juga merupakan hari yg membahagiakan buat gw,karna gw bisa dapet CD Quincy Jones "Q : Soul Bossa Nostra" yg gw cari selama beberapa bulan terakhir,which is to be found nowhere at any CD store.

dan di toko game yg didatengin ko2 gw itu,mata gw menangkap sesuatu yg sangat mengherankan---> GUITAR HERO : KAU DIMANA? ==En Donde Estas?==
coy,ini bener-bener bikin gw kaget,karna setau gw di GUITAR HERO itu gak ada yg namanya lagu "Tokek Belang" nya Sinta&Jojo dan cd game itu covernya Agnes Monica yg dulu pas rambutnya highlight pink sama jabrik2 dikit di atas.

-29 Desember 2010-
ini waktu TImNas Indonesia lawan Malaysia,pada inget kan ya? itu seru banget kayaknya,abis terkesan pengen bales dendam sama orang Malaysia yg uda maen laser2an (yang perasaan gw yah,lapangan itu bukan arena perang starwars ato club buat dugem sampe ad sinar laser ijo ke muka Markus yang sebenernya uda-cukup-silau-sehingga-gausah-dilaserin). btw gw liat ada orang yang ngelaserin mukanya si Fahmi,si kiper Malaysia-yg-masyaoloh-jago-nangkepnya loh pas tanding,tapi cuma di awal doang,abis itu gak ada lagi.

pas uda selsesai kita semua sadar bahwa kita cukup kecewa karna gak bisa menangin pialanya,tapi apapun itu,kita tetep menang 2-1 atas Malaysia. WHO CARES,they play dirty,we play well. which means : WE'RE A LOT MORE BETTER.
nyokap baru liat yg namanya RajaGobal,pelatih Malaysia itu. rambutnya putih dan rada kayka mangkok somehow,nyokap kira RAJAGOBAL PAKE TOPI padahal itu rambutnya,yaampun mama... -_-

sekian dulu yah gw mo makan dulu.. laperrrr... besok dilanjutin..

seriously?? again??

"seriously?? again?"

hal itu langsung keucap gitu aja di hati gw pas gw denger kalo gw kepilih jadi OSIS... bidang Ketaqwaan pada Tuhan YME.. LAGI.. ya ampun.. pada gak salah apa milih tukang doanya yang kayak gini? gw aj merasa gak pantes,gw kotor..KOTORRR...aaaaaaa~!! *teriak sambil pegang kepala,dramatisir ala sinetron*

hari ini gw baru aja dilantik lg jd OSISnya pas upacara Sumpah Pemuda.
*btw Selamat hari Sumpah Pemuda ya buat semua orang muda di Indonesia :D*
padahal hari ini harusnya jd hari yg asik krn PU(pekan ulangan) gw baru selse.. tadinya juga mo jalan trus nonton,eh gk bs gara2 ada rapat OSIS yg pertama buat bagi2 n kasitau job description tiap bidang.. rese bgt..

apalagi gw sebenernya gak mau jadi OSIS,terutama bidang rohani lg,karna takut salah doa kyk dulu pas SMP,trus gak mo repot.. eh kepilih lagi.. blm lagi orang2 di bidang gw ini gw gak gitu kenal2 bgt.. dan belum ada sinyal bakal jd akrab kyk gw sama tim bidang 1 pas SMP dulu..

gimana ya biar bisa akrab sama org baru?

some chatting history :P

ni ada beberapa chat yg gw simpen dari orang yg aneh-asik-baik sampe kacau. ini semua chat gw dari www.omegle.com bagian YOU->>itu gw bagian STRANGER->>itu org yg gw ajak ngomong

**ini adalah chat paling pertama gw di omegle**
Stranger: Hi there
You: hi too
Stranger: Where are you from?
You: Indonesia
You: and u?
Stranger: ah! I've always wanted to go to Asia :)
Stranger: I'm from Canada.My name is Kyle, nice to meet you :)
You: well,nice to meet u! Bali is sure nice here
Stranger: heh, yeah I've heard about it! Do you like to travel?
You: yes I am,how I wanted to go to Canada too :D
Stranger: hah, we're a lot colder though!
You: yeah and we're lot hotter,sunburnt everywhere,haha
Stranger: heh, yeah that's true. I'd have to adjust to the heat if I came there. I was down in Costa Rica once and it was so hot!
You: wew,what about Bali then,I saw tourist from everywhere got really tan. I wonder why you guys like to have a tan look,we're just wants to be a bit white,though,ahahaa
Stranger: lol, yeah I hear that! We all want to be tan here, but in other parts of the world they want to be whiter, it's weird!
You: yeah,it's weird,it's like we don't really want to be ourselves,right?lol well,kyle,r u male or female?
Stranger: yeah, that's totally it. I guess it makes sense though.I'm male, you?
You: i'm female,haha
Stranger: ahhh, cool :)so are you one of those who wants to be whiter?
You: yeah sometimes,but tan,looks exotic sometimes
Stranger: heh, I am super white and want to be more tanned!
You: that's how Indonesian looks,tan and exotic! super white? like that-pop-vampire-actor? I forgot his name,seriously
Stranger: haha, ok maybe not that white. The Twilight guy? Yeah I don't think I'm that bad, but it's hard to tell :P
You: yah! or either that true blood series guy,haha.. that's too pale,dude
Stranger: my family is scottish so we tend to be very white
You: wow
Stranger: ah yeah, there are lots of vampire shoes out now and zombies too! the undead are very popular right now.
You: what? what kind of shoes? shoes that could bite and suck our blood?haha
Stranger: ooops! Shows! haha :P hey they're right next to each other on the keyboard! It's late here too, I have an excuse, haha.do you like vampire shows?
You: owh,I see,hahaa..yeah,there's bloodsucking creature here too in Indonesian,but unlike vampirres
Stranger: hah, you know what used to scare me as a kid? That goat vampire in south america. Chupacabra.
*P.S: cm lanjut bentar dikit,trus ke-diskonek*

**orang yg chat sama gw ini rada2 miring kayaknya,oh well.. americans..**
Stranger: Hi!
You: hi
You: where u from?
Stranger: my moms vagina
Stranger: you?
You: the same,my asian mum's vagina *ikutan miring di awal chat*
Stranger: OHm, okay that sounds sexy
You: lol u m/f?
Stranger: lol yeaaahhh
Stranger: m
Stranger: so are you
Stranger: ?
You: nah im a girl
Stranger: oh, okay thats good. whats that like?
You: really ? :) what? asian pussy?
Stranger: IS SEXY!jkjkjk
Stranger: im datin a white chick.lol. shes hot though
You: lol bet she do. how old r u?
Stranger: Shes not as not as tight as asian,buuut oh welllll
Stranger: 19. you?
You: 17 haaha *boong*
Stranger: Ohhhh, bet you're a virgin!lol
You: how'd \u know???! wow
Stranger: Unless you're lying!!!!
You: why would i?
Stranger: no, just geussed
You: haha good guess then
Stranger: idk, people do stuff like that. thnx
You: where u from? US?
Stranger: yup. you?
You: china *sengaja ngasalnya*
Stranger: That's hot.
You: lol thx
You: americans r hot as well
Stranger: Don't do drugs.or porn
Stranger: well, go ahead do porn.Just dont get pregnant
Stranger: Ohhh, really?
You: yea i do think so
Stranger: thats cool. so why are you still a virgin? No hot americans there???
You: yea true :p
Stranger: :P i understand
You: and no,its not really common between teens here
Stranger: Ohhhhhhhhhhh I see.
You: haha
Stranger: i lost my virginity when i was 17
You: its common things there,right?
Stranger: Ummmm yeah
You: really?
Stranger: kinda. yeah
*P.S: gk lama lagi koneksinya putus..*

**kali ini lebih aneh lagi,gw sebut dia sebagai "F*ing strange guy" **
You: hi
Stranger: fucking magnets, how do they work?
You: just fucking make some things like glued
Stranger: yeah but they dont use any fucking glue
You: true just use some damn physics theory to make it work
You: where u from anyway?
Stranger: i try not to use any physics theory when imi gluing shit to my fridge
Stranger: boston
You: so what is your fucking problem here? just put it there and it will glued on ur fridge
Stranger: i wanna understand the glue
Stranger: its unsafe to do shit you dont understnad
Stranger: thats how accidents happen
Stranger: shit could spontaneously combust or something
You: lol how old r u? yes its unsafe to do some shit we dont know
Stranger: guess
You: shit happens
You: i dont know,maybe 18?
Stranger: im 20
You: ah its near right? just 2 fucking ages older thn my guessing :P
Stranger: how old were you when you lost your virginity?
You: well i havent lost it,haha
You: its not common in asia :P
You: and how bout u?
Stranger: 19
Stranger: what, people dont fuck in asia?
You: damn,u just turn 20 or..?
You: they fuck but i havent,not for 16 y.o asian girl like me,lol
Stranger: i lost it about a year ago
Stranger: goddamn shame
Stranger: in america its common for a girl to have had 2 abortions by the time shes 16
You: that's fucking crazy,LOL
You: really? 2 abortions? shit
Stranger: i mean im kinda joking
You: oh God,that's kinda unbelievable :p
Stranger: where in asia
You: um indonesia,but im half chinese tho
You: where the hell in US is boston?
Stranger: east coast
Stranger: its where the pilgrims landed
You: ooh i see :D
You: so have u done with your magnet-fridge thing? lol
Stranger: i was speaking hypothetically
Stranger: i dont actually need to put any magnets on the fridge
You: ooh really? just trying to pick up a conversation?
You: funny :)
Stranger: well i mean i still want to know
*P.S : mas bule,kalo mo mulai obrolan yang waras dikit lah,masa baru ktemu aj ud maen ngomong FAKing-FAKing sama siliit(ehm,salah mksudnya sh*t) gitu..ckck..*

**NAH! kali ini gw akan kasih liat chat gw sama seorang yg suka sesama jenis**
Stranger: Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
You: spongebob squarepants
Stranger: NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP
You: ok
You: haha
Stranger: 21, homo, usa
You: ah,asia.f.16
You: nice to meet u
Stranger: where in asia?
You: indonesia it is
Stranger: I seeee
Stranger: so, you know any hot men?
You: hmm..
You: lots of them in bali
You: come and visit
You: haha
Stranger: lol
You: many tans,if u like tans
Stranger: I see
You: why'd u become homo?
Stranger: i like straight men.
You: ooh I see,haha
You: nice guy,like that?
Stranger: no. i like em bad boys
You: yeah they're adorable
You: in many ways,hehe
Stranger: ikr!!
You: ?? what ikr?
Stranger: i know right :D
You: yes of course,
You: I once met someone like that
You: but he left me :(
Stranger: oh, i'm so sorry, sweetie.
You: nah,it's ok :)
You: there's many fish in the sea,hehe
Stranger: well, you better go catch em!
You: sure! :p how long have u been homo?
You: I met an old homosexual b4
Stranger: since foreverrr
Stranger: what happened?
You: well,an old 71 grandpa
You: actually,my friend had a chat with him
You: hehe
Stranger: lol
You: nice old man,bi/homo never hurt girls I guess :)
You: they're nice
Stranger: well, yeahh
Stranger: c:
You: hey I heard that some homo/lesbi in uganda
You: has been banned by the gov
Stranger: oh, haven't really been updated about those thinggs
Stranger: haha been busy ;)
You: busy with bad boys,huh?
You: lol xD
Stranger: 8D
You: what's ur name?
Stranger: well, real name's anthony but, you can call me Hubaluu!
You: ah cute nickname
You: haha,I mean it
You: hubaluu,like some cartoon character
Stranger: thank you dear.
You: have u got any facebook?
Stranger: lol
Stranger: what's yours?
You: stefani it is :)
Stranger: no, i'm not really interested in facebook
Stranger: ooh, stefani, i like!
You: thx!
You: where in usa ulive?
You: *u live
Stranger: lol, Cali.
You: oh my friend live in LA
Stranger: ohh.
You: girls,hehe
Stranger: so like, what're your hobbies?
You: listening to music
You: looking for nice looking guys,haha
You: and how bout u?
Stranger: i like music too, and guys, BAD guys. ;D
You: how do u define bad? hehe
Stranger: you're too young for that. ;D
You: ok,guess so,lol
You: too dirty or stuff like that,right?
You: haha
Stranger: shh. ;)
You: lol xD ok I'll shut
*P.S: ngajak ngomong org homo yg baek kayak gini,brasa ngomong sama sesama cewe :)*

**kali ini sama orang yg FLEXIBLE doyan cewe,doyan cowo**
Stranger: I'm 15 m bisexual
You: wow nice intro
Stranger: Ty
Stranger: :)
You: how is it feels to be bisexual/
Stranger: Hmm
Stranger: U male?
You: yup
Stranger: Well I asked my self same question before
You: and?
Stranger: Of how it feels to be straight
Stranger: And I realized
You: you prefer to like both?
Stranger: Maybe how straight guys feels for girls is same how bi guys feels for guys
Stranger: :)
Stranger: Yeah
Stranger: But me
You: yeah there's many kinds and types of love
Stranger: It's different
You: I don't blame u guys
Stranger: Cuz I am not to love guys
You: what?
Stranger: I want to have sex
Stranger: Not to love
Stranger: I want to have a wife and a good family
You: 1 night stand stuff?
You: oh,okay
Stranger: and not with a gay lol
You: hahahaa
You: so it's kinda' compliccated?
Stranger: I dnt know
Stranger: Cuz I dnt call my self as a gay
Stranger: I am just bi
Stranger: :)
You: yeah,and it's sounds nicer than gay or a fag
You: that's cruwl
You: *cruel I mean
Stranger: Yah:)
*P.S : sejak chat ini gw gak bakal mencoba untuk bersikap rasis sama kaum Bisexual/Gay/Homo/apapun yang sejenis*

masih ada lagi,tapi gw pilih-pilihin dulu ya!
I hope you guys enjoy reading these stuffs :D

Loads of things!

wuiiih ud lama bgt gk bikin postingan lagi,mampus banget dah.
btw liat nih video,lagunya gw suka bgt,soalnya lucu,bisa dibilang parody-nya Katy Perry yg "I Kissed a Girl" nih linknya : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aO55PinDyHs

jadi slama belakangan ini gw baru sibuk2nya jadi pelajar(biasanya kan males2an *cieeh diriku yg rajin*) karna gw baru aja officially jadi klas 2SMA,baru aja senen kmaren selesaiin UTS. kebayang gak sih lu,ternyata jadi anak IPS (Ilmu Pasti Sukses) ternyata asik bgt,santai,tapi plajarannya tetap berkualitas (promosi IPS) ehehee :b

Terakhir ini gw lagi demen LAGI sama Eminem,yah selalu demen sih. he's a f*ckingly talented white guy to rap like a black guy,so damn cool!
dan gw punya kebiasaan,kalo band/penyanyi itu cukup gw hormati,pasti gw langsung beli CD originalnya,no matter what. karna gw sangat menghargai hasil karya dia. kalo cuma lagu2 hits yg baru2 gitu sih,download aja..*kriminal lagu mode: on* :D

BTW,I'm currently waiting for Linkin Park's new album "A Thousand Suns", I've heard the Catalyst and I was thinking of Videogames,and its right. It was created for a videogames theme song. what a good intuition I had,LOL XD

oh iya,selain itu,masih pada inget gak kalo gw suka chatting? masih berlanjut tuh kebiasaaan sampe sekarang. I have so many accounts just for chatting and got some social networks beside Facebook and Twitter *NONI eksis gila,HAHA!*

akhirnya kawan2,berkah pun datang ke gw,meskipun wujudnya blm ktauan. mungkin pada nanya gini : "Lah kok gak ketauan non?trus berkah paan? durian jatoh ke atas lu?"
ya gak donk,kalo durian beneran jatoh ke atas gw mah,gw ud gak bakal update blog lagi *tampol yang nanya* ..


so finally,I've got a boyfriend(somehow I'm feeling like I'm an old maiden..geeez.. T_T) eventhough it's just an online boyfriend and I don't take it seriously with him,he claimed that we've been dating eversince the 1st meeting,well maybe he mean some days after we've met. He got my MSN email from a website (it happened from a facebook-like international Social network I've just made) and then he just add me and we've chatted along
well that's how we've known each other..

I'll tell you something,he's Hungarian,kinda pervy,but still nice. and it's been a month and a week since he claimed our relationship