07 Februari 2010

hey bitches!!!

hey I'm SUPER BORED RIGHT NOW!! these days been fucked up and it feels like I wanna quit school,I hate it to be told that I've got to study.. 'cuz if I won't study then I won't pass the grade and get humiliated or shame myself in front of public (hey most of my schoolmates know me,though I don't really know how yet)..

and you have to know that I don't really liked my classmates (the girls I mean) now,not all of them,just I feel like I don't fit in.. especially with those who sits near me,you can say them my group.. they're all the smartie-bookworm type! it's not what I am now,it was what I'm used to be when I was younger (I'm still young,barely turning 16)..

and all I ever think about is music! being a concert promoter,music editor for some movies,recording producer,or even being a musician,that's all I ever wanted to do,and I don't think I'd changed my mind so easily.. I know I'm still young in age and blablablah those shit talking about teens my age,but they just won't understand..

Example,my father wants me to continue his bussiness and get me into the economy faculty for college,and that's just insane! since I hated accounting and talks about heavy things like economy,ok except counting money I guess..
My mum told me that she'd support me for whatever I wanted to do,but when I asked her to make me went to the music high school,she told me that it'd be better if I'm entering regular school and after that it's up to me..